My letter to you

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As one chapter ends, another begins.



I truly am sad...

Had my whole life planned, kids, possible house, van, adventures of which I dreamt and seen in my day dreams. So much thrown away, so much sadness, We, I can only hope to continue new chapters with you, but sadly it is not me who decides your actions and your decisions. For I would never leave you or betray you. I was and will always be loyal, honest and loving. And I only hope that you change your mind! I truly do love you.


"Or maybe it was all a dream..."

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